A Day in the Life Disappointment
waking up at 6 this morning was brutal. But, I sent a text and waited for 5 hours for a reply. What happened? I ran errands, I did my thing, and waited. For the past 3 days I’ve waited for him to finally tell me we can hang out. He ended up working all three days and is sick today. I had so many plans figured out and was ready at 8 for him to tell me what we’d do… It’s now 2 o’clock and he’s napping. I told him I hope he feels better and that if not we always have tomorrow… I don’t want tomorrow I want today. Maybe if the weathers better and maybe if he fels better, maybe we can finalyl have the dream date… Maybe
this Valenine’s day will be the best ever!!! I can feel it! =D #valentinesday
Life lessons for a while
So what I have learned this past semester is that guys can be total dicks.. not matter what age you age. But not all guys are at all times. I’ve finally met a guy that means the world to me and all I want to do is be with him, even though we can’t be together at the moment. He tells me everything I could have ever wanted to hear and the time we spend together is absolutely amazing. Now all i’m doing is waiting. I’m ok with that for now.
Secretly
ever since I first met you, you have been like my best friend.. but now you have pushed it too far and I keep wondering if I was in her place instead of where I am…if you would do this to me. I want to be with you but if you did this to me I could never talk to you again and I would probably hate you. But now I’m the one that she is suspicious of but doesn’t know if she really exists and idk what i’d do if I were her.
